Backstreet dream

Allt det småautistiskt galna och maniska är egentligen inget annat än en låst imitation av den förlorade LIVSLUSTEN. Men det visar också på hur stor kärleken egentligen är... Eller drogen, eller vad man ska kalla det. Skuggsidan är alltid förlusten (och det deperata försöket att "ta tillbaka" en förlorad identitet.) Behovet behöver sig själv, och inget annat. Friheten är att känna sig själv.


"Not An Addict" -K's Choice

Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side

The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
(Nothing means a thing to me)

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling.

It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel...
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
I'm not an addict...